Saturday, March 01, 2008
life's been good. it's just me feel shitzxzxz
why is it that i still entertain emo feelings? why is it, just sometimes, that the only person that can cheer me up is the one that's food to these thoughts. do i mean a shit i say when i talk to that person? damn i dont know. just to try to cheer h up i'd just say things that would kill myself. i brought alll these upon myself anyway. i dont know why i keep my hopes so high sometimes.
my problems are so small, yet i amplify it by the millions. i really hate being a thinker sometimes. maybe i just have too much time for myself. damn shit i don't even know what i'm doing. who'd understand?
hm this place can be considered a private blog now cauz hardly anyone knows the link hahah.