haha i gotta balance up man, when i blog i blog too much, when i dont i go dead for months :/
heh so FIR came today for service and they performeddd three songs! i tell you they are gooood, and the guitarist has sexy guitar ahhhh :X and this is one of their songs they performed. well as you know my chinese is ..... banana (karyn what?) and i cant really figure out what they're saying but all i know is this is a freaking sweet song hahahah. yay :p
一人一半 感情不散
一人一素故 感情才会久
時光累计 安靜的泪滴
一心去追 爱那么可贵
这样的人 这样地等
无非是等个回应眼神
为爱翻滾 不计伤痕
甘心为你一生都浮沉
这样的人 別笑我蠢
傻傻的 心痛也不觉疼
就算天冷 就算殘忍
等你想起这沒用的人
一人一半 感情不散
已经找到爱 为何要离开
時光累计 安靜的泪滴
一心去追 爱那么可贵
一人一半 感情不散
已经找到爱 为何要离开
已经找到爱 为何先离开
i'm so proud of myself for changing everything to simplified chinese =D
hold on if you feel like letting go, it gets better than you know; old song, yet it means much
i guess everything would get better, whether it takes hours/days/weeks/years? life's bout ups and downs.
but there're still downs after every up aren't there? thinking bout that just crashes all our confidence, happiness.
why can't we appreciate life for the ups and not, fall to self-pity because of the downs?
things can't get that bad anyway, since after we die every thing just fades away, this life's just a challenge. our real life lies in God's hands
i'm so glad i could put some of my thoughts and feelings into words. if any one still bothers checking back here and happens to read this, i really hope this encouraged you abit?
or at least it didn't remind you of reality.
why is it that i still entertain emo feelings? why is it, just sometimes, that the only person that can cheer me up is the one that's food to these thoughts. do i mean a shit i say when i talk to that person? damn i dont know. just to try to cheer h up i'd just say things that would kill myself. i brought alll these upon myself anyway. i dont know why i keep my hopes so high sometimes.
my problems are so small, yet i amplify it by the millions. i really hate being a thinker sometimes. maybe i just have too much time for myself. damn shit i don't even know what i'm doing. who'd understand?
hm this place can be considered a private blog now cauz hardly anyone knows the link hahah.